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Friday, September 08, 2006
I felt so bad these past couple of days, a realization has just struck me... I've lost all my powers. Duh, of course I don't mean super powers, rather my powers as a class leader as I once poccessed last school year. The mere fact that I can't use my power to discipline my other rowdy classmates without being asked "Bakit? Class officer ka ba?" is really starting to piss me off. Eh pano naman kasi, kung last year, VP ako tapos nasasaway ko yung dapat sawayin, ngayon nawala na. Sometimes I even ask myself, "Did the others even take the class officer elections seriously?". I've beened stripped of my power and now I'm experiencing all the consequences and burdens of the other elected officers na wala namang kwenta. I know its kinda harsh to say so, but its true.
How much I wish to remind, or rather shout at my other classmates for the stupid thing they do. Its kinda hard being an ordinary student, especially if your used to being an officer at the same time in total control. I feel as if I have the right ideologies but I don't have the power to speak them out coz I know that nobody will care about what I say anyway.
Another things that get me pissed off is that the usual leaders that managed before become the leaders once again, no matter how ridiculous it seems. I guess every class has a chosen leader, even I have my own, but the mere fact that I lost that kind of role has dropped my ego level by 25%. I guess this is one of the after-effects of mixing the smarts with the jocks, you get total chaos all in all.
How much I wish I can go back to my life a 3rd year student, coz I miss dearly those days where I reigned as a VP with all integrity and fairness. I guess the other leaders in our class either have none of it, or don't even care. Some even let their emotions over rule them or some even which really ticks me off is to let their love life affect them. Idiots, if your gonna let your love life rule over your progress as a leader, better yet quit your god damn position coz your wasting your god damn time. Jeez...
Well at least I'm grateful to breakaway from all that class officer jazz and just let myself be productive in other clubs. Some of the leaders in our school have multiple positions and don't wanna give them up despite that their ruining their members precious time with their other commitments. Whats worse is they use it as an excuse for their busy-ness... -___-;
Haay... I think I'll end here, till next time fellow bloggers...
Theo Rodriguez rockeD* at
8:31 PM