Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Hey guys, first of all, I would just like to congratulate our two very first DARK-STARS to have outshined other blogs despite the darkness, Ishi and Mayel. To the two, your pins are now claimable right here at my blog so just upload them to your computers and post them on your blogs to show the world your prize. Get them right below this article, ^_^
Secondly, well, its our exam week as well as our report card distribution on Saturday, oh no! The horror of just thinking of getting a low grade really freaks me out. Especially that I know I havem't been able to concentrate on Electronics, Music and Arts, and Physics. Lord help me, just to see only one of my grades on a line of 7 basis is already alright with me as well as the remaining are in the range of 80% and above.
Third, well, my birthdays coming up! ^_^ In two weeks, on October 6 I'm officially 16, can you believe it!? Well, I'm gonna be throwing a big birthday bash on October 28 from 6pm-12midnight, yup, that late. And about the 22 day distance between by birthday and the bash, its the only date I can get to set up my party. Everybody else is busy on the other planned dates so this date is perfectly permanent and not to be changed. To all those I invited, you know where to go, right?
Fourth, well, the HS Musical fad is still stronger than ever among the Freshmen and Sophies but the flame for HS Musical within me has gone from craze to favorite. Its just an all-time favorite for me, but I still tend to listen to the soundtrack often coz I'm practically addicted to the songs from the movie, they brighten my gloomy days. Except for this instance when I was listening to "When There Was Me and You" sung by Vanessa Anne-Hudgens aka Gabriela Montez, I could kinda relate my situation to the song, but my relation is not about love, its about my reputation from cool to drool. Heres how I interpret it in my standards: (*-original lyrics; **-my own experiences)
*I thought you were my fairy tale, a dream when I'm not sleepin'
** I thought being a leader was my destiny, something that I should dedicate myself to
*I wish upon a star its comin' true
** I wished to become a leader and it came true in my 3rd year level as my Golden Age as a leader
*But everybody else could tell, that I confuse my feelings with the truth, when there was me and you
** All my fellow Senior classmates can see that I confuse my dreams with the current reality that I'm not a leader anymore as they continuously look up to the self-absorbed ex-cream section know-it-alls
I do wish to continue the song, but it pains me just remembering it. Ouch... It really hits the heart ya know...
About the know-it-all cream people, well, not all of them are like those other cream !@#$%& brainiacs, take utakgago for example (who seems to be my 3rd Dark-Star to come, hehe...), at least he doesn't take advantage of the others and he doesn't talk to us as if we we're mud jelly (wow, what a term...). Unlike my other cream classmate, I don't wanna mention who, mind you... She (okay, she's a girl) once told me to sit down kasi daw nanggugulo ako sa discipline ng klase, as if na burden ako. Shit, I was supposed to answer back but I held back, wala ako sa mood makipagdebate nun, sinara niya yung kay ganda kong araw, that bitch. What I was trying to do as I was standing up was to help Sam with her writing our choice piece on the board. Next time though that cream gal better watch out, coz I'm gonna leave her speechless, hopefully not in tears coz thats how my last victim in Grade Six ended up. De ja vu as the term goes, it may happen again if that girl put me to my limits. But the main fact that she sees me as a burden really bugs me. If you look at it, shes the one causing the trouble kasi akala niya nakakatulong siya sa ginagawa niya, in fact sinisira lang niya yung tingin ng iba sa kanya with the way she negotiates, akala mo na sa jeepney stop kung magsaway.
Haay, how long am I supposed to put up with this. I mean during June it was fine at first until my gauge started to rise rapidly and I'm about to reach maximum potential, magingat na lang sila. I better end here, I still have a lot of work to do.
Til next time fellow bloggers! To all IV-St.Dominic reading this, don't let yourself get pushed around by people that think they're better tapos ang tingin sa atin ay mga mental escapees.
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