seek within myself
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Hi guys, just arrived from SM Marilao, I got my pictures as a conductor developed, its our project in Music. Gaa... I won't make this a long entry, because of the fact that I am so pooped out and my body screams for some rest. Well, lets just keep my entry simple...
First of all... My day started out a bit slow, I was still sleepy, still catchin' up on some of those nights I should be sleeping but instead I use them for school work. Afterwards, the usual stuff went on, old boring subjects as I call them. The only thing unusual today was the fact we started practicing for this singing contest as a class choir, its pretty much a requirement so I don't have much a choice. I'm planning to step up as a leader this time coz I'm not exactly getting the glory I once felt when I was in 3rd year, all the other 'creamy' ones get the glory, and I don't. I think this is the perfect time to show them what I really am, and to never underestimate my skills as a leader. When we had our English period, Maam Abadilla was talking about our project as top present a play. YES! One of the activities I've been waiting for, just in time too... I personally wanted to step up as a leader, but my classmates as usual did what they do best, point fingers. Well, at least I'm glad Iarah (my classmate) knows about my potential in these kinds of things, but all ended up as my classmate Albert becoming a leader. Darn... Nawala yung pagkakataon ko. But I didn't care, all I know is we're not gonna get a high grade coz some of our members don't have the talent sad to say, not that I'm being boastful or anything, but they don't have that motivation factor like I do. I take these things seriously, if this whole thing backfires, then I'm gonna request Maam Abadilla to make another group, for as I heard some are not contented with their groups coz they keep saying, "Naku, yan nanaman tayo. Sure ako na yung mga cream o kaya yung mga leaders nanaman ang kikilos. Sana man lang bigyan tayo nang chance para ipakita kung ano yung kaya namin kahit di kami cream last year." Damn, I felt the agony in those words as one of my classmates uttered those words, but I guess its reality.
Wow, look at my post, and I said it was gonna be short. Oh yeah, heres another thing. Tomorrow is the English pullout's auditions for the upcoming assembly. And Maam Abadilla, thankfully, gave me the chance to be apart of that thing despite that I'm not a pullout student. Meaning I'm gonna be auditioning with those other brainiacs, the advantage that I have together with my partner of course is that we have actually practiced what were gonna be performing tomorrow, and I'm feelin' confident about it. TAKE THAT KNOW-IT-ALL SCUM! Well, not all of them are bad actually, some of those cream section students are worth being loved. Most of them except for this hell of a bitch who is a CAT officer, she's a total bitch, no wonder many are mad at her secretly. Even her friends reject her, there just being plastic to that specific person, akala niya kasi kung sino siyang princesa ng St.Paul, sarap iuntog yung ulo niya sa pader.
I'll end here, WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW!
Theo Rodriguez rockeD* at
10:32 PM